这是一首来自韩国歌星 《 Kiss 》 唱的一首歌叫 ：
"여자 이니까" （Yeoja Inikka）..."Because I'm a Girl"上个月我跟我男友又分了，
一直都在上网听歌...无意中听到了这首歌....
这首歌对我来说还蛮有意思的...
歌词是这样的...
I just can't understand the ways...
Of all the men and their mistakes...
You give them all your heart...
And then they rip it all away...
You told me how much you loved me...
And how our love was meant to be...
And I believed in you,
I thought that you would set me free...
(chorus)
You should've just told me the truth,
That I wasn't the girl for you...
Still I didn't have a clue,
So my heart depended on You...
Whoah~~
Although i'll say 'I hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out...
I'll always have love for you,
Because i am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold,
Get sick of you and bored...
I know that it's no lie,
I gave my all still I just cry....
Never again will I be fooled,
To give my all when nothing's true...
I won't be played again,
but i will fall in love again...
(chorus)
I loved u so...
Now u leave me in the cold...
How could this be...
I thought that u did only love me...
Into the night,
I will pray that you're alright..
You hurt me so,
I just can't let u go...
--
You took advantage of my willingness to do anything for love,
Now i'm the only one in pain...
will you please take it all away~
Oh~
(chorus)
Never thought born being a girl....
How I can love you and be burned...
And now i will build a wall,
to never get torn again~
Although i'll say 'I hate u' now,
Although i'll shout and curse you out...
I'll always have love for you, Because i am a girl
我...........
每天晚上都调我电话播歌30分钟，
每天、每天地只重播着这首歌，直到我睡着为止...
最近的我很多心事想说，但却不想和身边的人，任何人说...
只想静静的...
前晚（10月5日），我做了一个决定后，
心真的很痛.....很痛.....痛得我用枕头盖着嘴巴哭得很够力....
心痛为什麽要做酱的决定？
我只能说：
----------------->> 我有我的原因...
----------------->> 也就如【郁可唯-伤不起】的MV里有一句...
每个人都想要一个《完整的爱情》...
我只想要用自己方式去爱...并不想伤害任何人...
----------------->> 也因为......不是不爱了，而是【我真的已经"伤不起"了】........
当我开妈叫我看戏时，我也擦干眼泪出去看戏《乡下情》了...
开妈看到我的眼睛肿肿红红....问我又做么哭？
我笑着说 ："像哭咩？死咯~~我眼睛很痒哦...可能是咪咪的猫弄到痒痒~我刚才一直擦~擦~擦~"
我又说大话，我又假假了...
常说："每个人都是戴着假面具做人。"
我岂不是一样....
这个 "面具" 戴到我到真的好累...好累...累的我透不过气！
很多时候我想大哭，但如果我在别人面前哭...
很多时候我想静静，但如果我在人家面前不讲话.....
人家一定问我什么事？
我不想....我不要.....我不想讲.....我不懂要怎麽讲.....
我只想静静....
只有一个人时，才能把面具脱下，哭出来.....
就连有时做工做到一半，突然眼泪想流...
也敢在没有人看到的情况下才让它流下来....
所以说：
" 脸上的笑容是假的...没事也是假的...现在的我什么都是假的...只有静静的我才是真的。"
我真的好累...我真的受伤到很...................痛...................................
也不懂要怎样？
有些话不懂要怎麽表达.................
也许是我自己的问题...
唉...............对不起....
心里有很多话想说，但我也不懂要说什么了？
唉..............................................
也许这首歌能把一切心声表达出来吧？
我也不知道.....................很down....
也许我真的需要时间。
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